I wonder...

What does it mean to fall in love?
What does it take to fall in love?
How does falling in love feels?
Why fall in love?

I'm going to leave this open...
Only because, I want to know...

Stop trying to take a day off you damn stupid laptop! I've already given you a week rest! What more do you want! This is aggravating. I actually wrote two long entries before this and I did saved ( there's the autosaved function, don't they ) my entries...but when I tried loading the drafts back...they gave me back an empty draft page! WTF!

Now, I have to re-write every single thing I've typed before this and the worst thing is...I can't recall a shit! Damn you piece of machine! I can't wait to get my hands on a new laptop!

Well I'm obviously back from camp - if I wasn't, I won't be able to update my entry wouldn't I? Not a surprise there. However, the shocking is my need to frequently blog by any means necessary whenever I have the free time. It actually kept my mind at ease especially this week when I was literally down emotionally, mentally and physically. But I'll leave that to the following post where I will be posting what I wrote in camp.

And now that I am back in camp, free from all the trainings for the day, I can't find anybody to entertain me. They're either too busy or too far away to help me enjoy my day off. Though when I look back at the nominal list of friends, I must say it is pathetic. 
 
Oh well. I shall end this entry with something I've not done in a while. Or rather something I find pointless in doing because I know it won't come by easily. But for the sake of satisfying my needs I shall do up a little wishlist for myself. Though I would prefer to call it My Aiming List instead.

Wait up for the next entry. 'Cause LJ and my laptop is causing me problems.

am i just another stranger?

It's a wonder why it means so much to me and I just can't find the answer.

Just because you don't remember, does not mean the feelings are gone...

Hi! I wanna update my LJ, but apparently Shafiq is using my lappy to play CS with Ariff. I'm so dissapointed lah can? Tsk!! They purposely don't allow me play CS cause they know I'm too good and I will kill them all. So sad lah. But its ok. I'm feeling hungry.

Ariff is beside me wearing some two piece weird shirt, where the colour combination is weird. Shafiq is behind me laughing at Ariff, saying he is scared to play one on one with him. You should be here to see their faces when they play CS. Very orgasm. Hahahahas!

Okay dah bye!

Love SHD.

Hey girl, will you mend this broken heart?
Hey girl, will you tell me I will be okay?
Hey girl, will you be there for me?
Hey girl, will you tell me things will be different?
Hey girl, will you help me be strong again?
Hey girl, will you take away all my pain?

I know how pathetic I am,
I just can't forget the past.

I honestly hope i will be able to.
I hope there will be someone helping me along the way.
No, maybe You could.
Just Maybe.

And when I see you then I know
it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know
you will be there with me
I'll never leave you

Just need to get closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now
Closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now